Monday, July 31, 2006
stress
i dun think i m a person who can take stress v well. my eyes were watery when i talked to him this morning. fr our conversation, i felt small, as if i've not been doing a gd job. i felt unappreciated. but i'm still learning. i took over the duty fr someone who left. i've not no mentor to learn fr. i found my way as events happened. doesnt he understand the stress? isnt he aware tt i'm taking a graduating class? to me, my tears was a sign of my weakness. i dun wanna him to see my weakness. i wanna b tough. as much as i learn to cope all this while, the workload got heavier. i may appear fine to u but have u every stop to spare a thought for me? have i got enuf rest time?
juz haf to blog abt this beforei start work again...it nv seem to end...
sigh :_(
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
8:24 pm
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